... Silently I knew it was coming...

his arm heavy on my chest i watch him sleep in the darkness of his room. he seems so vulnerable breathing a million miles away, so peaceful too. so real and human, the icon faded. this handsome man helpless and shattered, he whispers over and over for me to stay, to sleep all night but lying here wanting to kiss his pretty face i am already gone, because i don't care and i have won the game he has no idea about. my symbol tonight looked at me the way i had waited for and kissed me all better, thank you.